Back for the First Time

solo exhibition

Bismarck Art & Galleries Association (BAGA)

Bismarck, ND

November 5- 23, 2024

- Artist Statement -

"Back for the First Time" marks my return to the canvas after becoming a mother. This body of work is a deeply personal, self-reflective journey that captures my transformation from expectant mother to new parent over the past year. The love, joy, uncertainty, and far reaching changes in my life have all found expression in my art. While these changes have been at times challenging, they have also been deeply rewarding. Through this process, I’ve learned to extend grace to myself, embracing rest and kindness amid emotional trials and triumphs. Most notably, I’ve experienced a profound, unconditional love that has allowed me to see the world through an entirely new lens.

The works in this exhibition reflect this deep transformation and a new level of vulnerability. Art became my sanctuary for healing, self-expression, and discovery. I’ve also thoroughly enjoyed titling these pieces, drawing inspiration from words, phrases, and thoughts that arose during pivotal moments of the past year—each title reflecting a piece of my personal journey. This collection offers a glimpse into my evolving perspective and the way motherhood has shaped my worldview. I have a whole new list of dreams.

I invite you to experience these works not only through my eyes but as an invitation to embark on your own journey of self-discovery. My hope is that the art will stir your emotions, provoke thought, and help you reconnect with your own sense of love and purpose. It may even prompt you to reflect, as we often do during transformative moments: "Who were you before all of this?" And, just as importantly, "Who do you want to become now?" I believe that we are always evolving, constantly shaping ourselves into who we are meant to be.

This collection reflects not only the past year but also the many moments that have shaped my growth. It serves as a reminder that we are always changing, and our stories are never defined by any one chapter.

As I continue to evolve as both an artist and a person, I remain committed to pushing the boundaries of my practice and embracing the unknown—a sentiment I hope you too will carry with you as you reflect on your own journey.

Thank you for joining me in this new chapter of my artistic path. "Back for the First Time" also marks my debut solo exhibition at BAGA Gallery, a place where my love for art began as a child during Saturday morning art classes. After many decades of cultivating my professional career, I return to this space with great joy to share this collection with you for the very first time.